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[Fanfic] a created heart [01 / ??]
Title: a created heart
Pairing: Yama
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fantasy, au, angts (kind of) magic, romance
Chaptered
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own anything about Arashi. Only the plot is mine.
Summary: Is a monster with a created mind and heart was allowed to love a human? The monster knew it was impossible however the first moment he saw Sakurai Sho in that forest, he had no other choice to fall for his beautiful eyes.
As for Sho; his first encounter with him was a pure coincidence and falling for him was beyond his control.
A/N: Comments are very very welcomed! English is not my native language so I apologize for my mistakes in advance! I am deeply sorry! m(_ _)m
Once upon a time, there was a witch who lived in the depths of a forest, alone. Because she was the strongest witch ever known, people feared from her; her capability despite the gifts that she gave to them. They didn’t consider her as a human being like them. The Witch was very lonely, being pushed aside from her own kind; she felt hurt, alone... So she decided to create a monster.
A monster which will never leave her side, no matter what. A monster which will consider her as a human. And at the same way a monster which can not become a human since she believed that humans are worse than any kind of monster.
The Witch gave life to the monster. She gave it a human shape as well as human qualifications. She made the monster stronger and faster than any human being, also giving it an endless life span. She taught it how to talk and how to communicate with the forest. However she neither acknowledged it as a human nor did she let him know other people. There was no way she could consider it as a human. Because the monster wasn’t someone but something. She never wanted to show other humans to it, because the monster was her property. She also haven’t gave a name to that monster, she wanted to keep it away from having anything humanly. She created a monster which belonged to him. A monster which would never leave her side. A monster with no humanly feelings, which only follows her words without querying anything that she said.
But one day, many years after his creation; the monster voiced his tiny question which built over many years in his created mind. "Can't I become a human?"
His creator; The Witch, though didn't answered him. The monster lowered his head, facing the ground. A lonely thought crossed his mind; of course, I can't become a human. Something moved inside his created heart. Something he didn’t know at all; something which is way too new for him to understand. A deep and heavy feeling that invaded his created heart which came with an understanding that hurt him more.
That was the first time that the monster felt lonely in the deptsh of his heart.
***
“God… why did I even agreed to come here?” Sho moaned as he fight with the thick vegetation for his way to the car that brought them to here. He kicked another bush and he avoided another tree branch while he continued grumbling.
It wasn’t like he didn’t like traveling. It’s just… He wasn’t someone who is interested going into jungle that’s all. He preferred staying at the city and work. If his friends were to hear his complains about not being able to work in the middle of a forest, which was actually not a forest but camping area, would be really sad and Sho knew that perfectly. That’s why he was grumbling on his way back to the car to get their forgotten beers.
Aiba and Jun were really enthusiastic about this camping trip. They even went all the trouble and bought really delicious meat for the dinner and Jun was willing to do everything about the barbecue. However, as long as Sho loved his friends; he couldn’t be less excited about this trip.
“Just shut your workaholic side for three day, Sho-chan. You definitely need a rest,” was what Aiba said to him. He knew they were worried about him and he wanted to say that he is perfectly fine. He could rest all he wants at home with his phone in his hand, checking his emails every single minute and making phone calls to his workers. He knew how to rest very well however he couldn’t stop Jun dragging him to this camping area. He wished he could ask Nino’s help before they could drag him. But then again, would there be any good, asking help from the devil? He could already imagine that Nino is laughing Sho’s miserable camping trip from his house which happened to be Sho’s next door.
“Three days…” he heaved a sigh. “Whole three days…”
And it’s still the first day! he cursed under his breath. Three days rest meant a chaos waiting for him at work for his return and Sho really wanted to return back to Tokyo. Like right now! He didn’t like being at that camp, which had no signal for phones! He needed to check his work, his emails and he had to do so much! This wasn’t really good. He was already feeling frustrated about this so-called holiday.
It was then, he looked around him just to notice that his surroundings didn’t feel familiar at all. “Wait did we come from this way?” he muttered. Then he blinked a few times. “Okay, stay calm me…” He tried to organize his thoughts. He would lose everything when he thought about his work and this must be one of those moments. If he stays calm, he was sure that he would remember the right way.
He was heading towards the van they came, Aiba sent him to go and take some drinks for the dinner. Did he take the wrong road? No, that’s impossible, he thought stubbornly. This wasn’t a third rate horror movie and he was Sakurai Sho; there was no way he could lost his way in forest. He denied the fact once again and started to walk one more time.
However much to his surprise, he was lost. Every single tree looked exactly the same and he had no idea where he was walking towards. Of course he would have no idea, he was born and raised in city. He never needed some kind of survival ability to stay alive in nature. He took out his phone from the pocket of his trousers and looked at it’s screen. It showed 16.45 and no signal.
Brilliant!
What could go worse than this? Obviously nothing, he thought. He felt like punching something. He needed that damn signal to find his way or at least inform someone about the fact that he is lost. “I guess stopping here won’t help anything at all…” He heaved a sigh and walked around the trees. He tried to avoid some dead trees which was lying on the ground by jumping over them; he went through some medium sized bushes and he was truly running out of patience when a large lake appeared before him. Sho gasped with surprise, nearly falling to the mud. “God,” he groaned. He felt like crying. However, he couldn’t be happier than this for that moment as he finally found water. While avoiding the muddy part, he went closer to the lake and knelt near it, trying to get some water with his hands. It was then, he realized someone was sitting across the lake with a stick which looked more like a tree branch in his hand.
His eyes, locked to the other’s face as if he was under some kind of spell. The one, who sat across the lake, looked like he was a adventurer that came out of the novels. His clothes, his straw hat that protected his eyes from the sunlight, his slumped sitting shape and his dark skin… Even from this far, Sho could see everything. He couldn’t help but feel lighter and happy inside since this meant he is saved. He straightened his posture and took a step towards this adventurer however before he could make his step; a clear voice forced him to stop.
“It’s not a good step to take,” the voice belonged to the adventurer. “There’s a swamp ahead of you.” He said calmly, without opening his eyes. Sho blinked a few times, then turned his eyes a few steps ahead of him. The adventurer, despite having his eyes closed, he still looked like he could see everything. Sho opened his mouth; however he closed it not knowing what to say. He repeated that gesture for a few times, feeling more lost than he was a few minutes before. “Are you lost?” The adventurer asked while not even moving at all.
“Yes,” Sho managed to utter.
“I can see that.” The adventurer sound simple, and not caring.
Sho frowned. “Excuse me?” He asked as he couldn’t contain his surprise and his anger which started to build little by little.
“It’s nothing,” The adventurer said as he took his straw hat from his eyes. Finally, seeing his eyes Sho gasped. He thought, he hadn’t seen anything like those deep, clear eyes in his whole life. For a moment, none of them speak while Sho just continued to look at those beautiful pellucid eyes as if it would disappear the moment he takes his eyes from them. The mysterious adventurer was the one who averted his eyes from Sho’s first. “You came to camping area, right?” The adventurer asked while he fixed his gaze to his stick which Sho finally realized it was used for the purpose of fishing.
“Yes,” Sho answered. “But I guess it would be too optimistic to expect that you know the way.”
“I know,” The adventurer said simply, he looked at Sho for a moment then he stood up with one swift move. He walked towards Sho. There was certain elegance in his movements, swift and smooth. Sho couldn’t utter anything as the adventurer came closer to him, stopping a few steps away from Sho. His eyes looks deeper than before, Sho thought forgetting everything other than his eyes. He felt his heart beating faster than before. However once again the adventurer averted his gaze from him. He walked past him, and Sho felt the slight wind from that. It was a strange feeling, like an electricity running under his skin; Sho couldn’t move from his place as he listened the sound of the other’s steps crashing leaves on the ground. A few seconds later the adventurer asked. “Aren’t you coming?”
“Y-yes, I am coming…” Sho whispered as he forced his body to move.
This was the very first time that Sho thought how unattainable he was…
A/N: So this is some kind of Beauty and The Beast I guess? lol I have no idea how it will turn out to be honest... but this was something I honestly wanted to write for a long time and I am putting everything I have with every wordd
And as much as it seems sad, it will turn out as happy (and probably sappy) ending.
I hope everyone enjoys this as much as I do while writing it.
Pairing: Yama
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fantasy, au, angts (kind of) magic, romance
Chaptered
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own anything about Arashi. Only the plot is mine.
Summary: Is a monster with a created mind and heart was allowed to love a human? The monster knew it was impossible however the first moment he saw Sakurai Sho in that forest, he had no other choice to fall for his beautiful eyes.
As for Sho; his first encounter with him was a pure coincidence and falling for him was beyond his control.
A/N: Comments are very very welcomed! English is not my native language so I apologize for my mistakes in advance! I am deeply sorry! m(_ _)m
Once upon a time, there was a witch who lived in the depths of a forest, alone. Because she was the strongest witch ever known, people feared from her; her capability despite the gifts that she gave to them. They didn’t consider her as a human being like them. The Witch was very lonely, being pushed aside from her own kind; she felt hurt, alone... So she decided to create a monster.
A monster which will never leave her side, no matter what. A monster which will consider her as a human. And at the same way a monster which can not become a human since she believed that humans are worse than any kind of monster.
The Witch gave life to the monster. She gave it a human shape as well as human qualifications. She made the monster stronger and faster than any human being, also giving it an endless life span. She taught it how to talk and how to communicate with the forest. However she neither acknowledged it as a human nor did she let him know other people. There was no way she could consider it as a human. Because the monster wasn’t someone but something. She never wanted to show other humans to it, because the monster was her property. She also haven’t gave a name to that monster, she wanted to keep it away from having anything humanly. She created a monster which belonged to him. A monster which would never leave her side. A monster with no humanly feelings, which only follows her words without querying anything that she said.
But one day, many years after his creation; the monster voiced his tiny question which built over many years in his created mind. "Can't I become a human?"
His creator; The Witch, though didn't answered him. The monster lowered his head, facing the ground. A lonely thought crossed his mind; of course, I can't become a human. Something moved inside his created heart. Something he didn’t know at all; something which is way too new for him to understand. A deep and heavy feeling that invaded his created heart which came with an understanding that hurt him more.
That was the first time that the monster felt lonely in the deptsh of his heart.
***
“God… why did I even agreed to come here?” Sho moaned as he fight with the thick vegetation for his way to the car that brought them to here. He kicked another bush and he avoided another tree branch while he continued grumbling.
It wasn’t like he didn’t like traveling. It’s just… He wasn’t someone who is interested going into jungle that’s all. He preferred staying at the city and work. If his friends were to hear his complains about not being able to work in the middle of a forest, which was actually not a forest but camping area, would be really sad and Sho knew that perfectly. That’s why he was grumbling on his way back to the car to get their forgotten beers.
Aiba and Jun were really enthusiastic about this camping trip. They even went all the trouble and bought really delicious meat for the dinner and Jun was willing to do everything about the barbecue. However, as long as Sho loved his friends; he couldn’t be less excited about this trip.
“Just shut your workaholic side for three day, Sho-chan. You definitely need a rest,” was what Aiba said to him. He knew they were worried about him and he wanted to say that he is perfectly fine. He could rest all he wants at home with his phone in his hand, checking his emails every single minute and making phone calls to his workers. He knew how to rest very well however he couldn’t stop Jun dragging him to this camping area. He wished he could ask Nino’s help before they could drag him. But then again, would there be any good, asking help from the devil? He could already imagine that Nino is laughing Sho’s miserable camping trip from his house which happened to be Sho’s next door.
“Three days…” he heaved a sigh. “Whole three days…”
And it’s still the first day! he cursed under his breath. Three days rest meant a chaos waiting for him at work for his return and Sho really wanted to return back to Tokyo. Like right now! He didn’t like being at that camp, which had no signal for phones! He needed to check his work, his emails and he had to do so much! This wasn’t really good. He was already feeling frustrated about this so-called holiday.
It was then, he looked around him just to notice that his surroundings didn’t feel familiar at all. “Wait did we come from this way?” he muttered. Then he blinked a few times. “Okay, stay calm me…” He tried to organize his thoughts. He would lose everything when he thought about his work and this must be one of those moments. If he stays calm, he was sure that he would remember the right way.
He was heading towards the van they came, Aiba sent him to go and take some drinks for the dinner. Did he take the wrong road? No, that’s impossible, he thought stubbornly. This wasn’t a third rate horror movie and he was Sakurai Sho; there was no way he could lost his way in forest. He denied the fact once again and started to walk one more time.
However much to his surprise, he was lost. Every single tree looked exactly the same and he had no idea where he was walking towards. Of course he would have no idea, he was born and raised in city. He never needed some kind of survival ability to stay alive in nature. He took out his phone from the pocket of his trousers and looked at it’s screen. It showed 16.45 and no signal.
Brilliant!
What could go worse than this? Obviously nothing, he thought. He felt like punching something. He needed that damn signal to find his way or at least inform someone about the fact that he is lost. “I guess stopping here won’t help anything at all…” He heaved a sigh and walked around the trees. He tried to avoid some dead trees which was lying on the ground by jumping over them; he went through some medium sized bushes and he was truly running out of patience when a large lake appeared before him. Sho gasped with surprise, nearly falling to the mud. “God,” he groaned. He felt like crying. However, he couldn’t be happier than this for that moment as he finally found water. While avoiding the muddy part, he went closer to the lake and knelt near it, trying to get some water with his hands. It was then, he realized someone was sitting across the lake with a stick which looked more like a tree branch in his hand.
His eyes, locked to the other’s face as if he was under some kind of spell. The one, who sat across the lake, looked like he was a adventurer that came out of the novels. His clothes, his straw hat that protected his eyes from the sunlight, his slumped sitting shape and his dark skin… Even from this far, Sho could see everything. He couldn’t help but feel lighter and happy inside since this meant he is saved. He straightened his posture and took a step towards this adventurer however before he could make his step; a clear voice forced him to stop.
“It’s not a good step to take,” the voice belonged to the adventurer. “There’s a swamp ahead of you.” He said calmly, without opening his eyes. Sho blinked a few times, then turned his eyes a few steps ahead of him. The adventurer, despite having his eyes closed, he still looked like he could see everything. Sho opened his mouth; however he closed it not knowing what to say. He repeated that gesture for a few times, feeling more lost than he was a few minutes before. “Are you lost?” The adventurer asked while not even moving at all.
“Yes,” Sho managed to utter.
“I can see that.” The adventurer sound simple, and not caring.
Sho frowned. “Excuse me?” He asked as he couldn’t contain his surprise and his anger which started to build little by little.
“It’s nothing,” The adventurer said as he took his straw hat from his eyes. Finally, seeing his eyes Sho gasped. He thought, he hadn’t seen anything like those deep, clear eyes in his whole life. For a moment, none of them speak while Sho just continued to look at those beautiful pellucid eyes as if it would disappear the moment he takes his eyes from them. The mysterious adventurer was the one who averted his eyes from Sho’s first. “You came to camping area, right?” The adventurer asked while he fixed his gaze to his stick which Sho finally realized it was used for the purpose of fishing.
“Yes,” Sho answered. “But I guess it would be too optimistic to expect that you know the way.”
“I know,” The adventurer said simply, he looked at Sho for a moment then he stood up with one swift move. He walked towards Sho. There was certain elegance in his movements, swift and smooth. Sho couldn’t utter anything as the adventurer came closer to him, stopping a few steps away from Sho. His eyes looks deeper than before, Sho thought forgetting everything other than his eyes. He felt his heart beating faster than before. However once again the adventurer averted his gaze from him. He walked past him, and Sho felt the slight wind from that. It was a strange feeling, like an electricity running under his skin; Sho couldn’t move from his place as he listened the sound of the other’s steps crashing leaves on the ground. A few seconds later the adventurer asked. “Aren’t you coming?”
“Y-yes, I am coming…” Sho whispered as he forced his body to move.
This was the very first time that Sho thought how unattainable he was…
A/N: So this is some kind of Beauty and The Beast I guess? lol I have no idea how it will turn out to be honest... but this was something I honestly wanted to write for a long time and I am putting everything I have with every wordd
And as much as it seems sad, it will turn out as happy (and probably sappy) ending.
I hope everyone enjoys this as much as I do while writing it.
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Thanks Yukina xD
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