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[Fanfic] a created heart [08 / ??]
Title: a created heart
Pairing: Yama
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fantasy, au, angts (kind of) magic, romance
Chaptered
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own anything about Arashi. Only the plot is mine.
Summary: Is a monster with a created mind and heart was allowed to love a human? The monster knew it was impossible however the first moment he saw Sakurai Sho in that forest, he had no other choice to fall for his beautiful eyes.
As for Sho; his first encounter with him was a pure coincidence and falling for him was beyond his control.
A/N: Comments are very very welcomed! English is not my native language so I apologize for my mistakes in advance! I am deeply sorry! m(_ _)m
The monster was once again alone. This time, feeling more lonely than before. The boy must be a magician just like The Witch, he thought, and maybe stronger than her. He didn’t know what he did to the monster but for some reason, the monster craved for his presence as soon as he left the forest. So the monster waited for the boy. He did the only thing he could do because he was a coward who couldn’t go after him. He wanted the boy back. He wanted to see him again. Yet he was also scared that he would run away if he ever found out that he wasn’t a human like him. The monster felt scared but still wanted to see him. He felt like a powerless butterfly, which flew to the fire even when it knew that the fire would be its end.
He knew every risk, but he still wanted to be with him. Yet he let him go. That was the first time the monster felt regret in his heart.
***
The next time he woke up, everywhere was white. For a moment Sho thought something had happened but no, it was only a hospital room with white walls as he scanned around with his newly opened eyes. He was feeling very rested like he had done nothing for at least two weeks. He stretched a little and soon a very familiar voice interrupted him.
“Finally awake,” Sho smiled softly as he recognized Nino's voice. “You slept like a log.”
“It seems like I was tired,” Sho said, trying to soften the situation. He was well aware why he was there and what happened a night before.
Nino narrowed his eyes, snorted and kicked Sho's bed once. “Haven't I told you that I don't want to pay a hospital visit?” he kicked the bed once more. “Which point of that you don't understand?!”
“But it wasn't my fault!” Sho tried to defend himself.
“Shut up! Why are you always so late AND alone?!” Nino continued petulantly. “You were just lucky now! But what if something went wrong?!” But then, he took a deep breath to calm himself down. “Firemen saved you just before an explosion,” he noted.
“Explosion?!” Sho exclaimed.
“Yes,” Nino nodded. “The building is completely unusable.”
“Oh my god…” Sho could only mutter that.
“Totally, it’s oh my god. You should have seen the building,” Nino plopped down to the guest chair. “You really wouldn’t want to know about it.”
An uncomfortable silence fell between them as Sho tried to take everything in. He really was lucky. He remembered how strong were the flames. He could still feel their frightening hotness on his face. He gulped. How did I manage to get out of that fire? He wanted to ask. Because he was certain that he was going to die…
“Why did you come back to the company?” Sho asked after a few seconds, giving up from asking the other question.
“Jun was looking for you, I just tag along with him when he came to my house. Good thing that we did look for you,” he said trying to stay neutral.
“Oh…” Sho murmured. Before he could ask for more, they heard a knock on his door.
“Come in,” Nino called out. Soon his door opened, revealing an exhausted Jun. However, as soon as he saw Sho, his eyes sparkled.
“Sho!” he exclaimed as he hurried his steps towards Sho’s bed. “I am so glad that you are awake!”
Sho chuckled. “Yeah, it seems like somehow I made it,” he said nonchalantly.
Jun smiled. A very relieved and happy one. “I got a present for you,” he said excitedly.
Sho blinked with confuse. “What?” But Jun already turned around and hurried to outside. Sho could hear him saying “Come on, don’t worry,” as if trying to convince someone. Sho frowned. Did someone come to visit him? But before he could say anything, Jun dragged this certain someone inside. Sho’s jaw dropped as he saw Satoshi. He rubbed his eyes with his free hand, trying to convince himself that he was indeed Satoshi. A weird silence fell into the room as he couldn’t say anything, well, Satoshi staying silent also didn’t help the situation. Suddenly, Jun nudged Satoshi’s side with his elbow, gaining a pained sound from Satoshi. He threw a hurt look towards Jun and Jun moved his head towards Sho. For a moment, Jun looked like he was scolding Satoshi, and Sho was sure that Satoshi was older than Jun. Well, considering that he is also older than Sho, it was only natural. Sho wanted to laugh at that scene, already having a hard time to hold his laughter.
“Yo!” Satoshi said finally with his very melodic and soft voice. He sounded nonchalant as if they weren’t in a hospital. Before Sho could answer, Jun and Nino groaned synchronically. Sho giggled as Jun facepalmed.
“Yo!” Sho returned, and Satoshi beamed a timid smile. “How did you find me?”
“I saw him in the city yesterday,” Jun said, instead of Satoshi. “Apparently he returned to the city and now working in a flower shop. You remember my friend, Toma? I ran into him in Toma’s shop,” he explained professionally, gaining a confused look from Satoshi.
Sho immediately realized that, but choose to not to say anything. “Is that so? You said you were looking after someone’s garden?” Sho questioned.
“I am fired,” Satoshi said calmly. Well, he had pissed The Witch off, so even if he returned to her garden, nothing good was waiting for him. If he was going to be destroyed by The Witch, either way, he decided to protect Sho with everything he could do.
“Is that so?” Sho seemed purely surprised. “Where are you staying now?”
“Nowhere,” Satoshi answered calmly.
“Which means..?”
“I only came here yesterday.”
“So you don’t have a place to stay?”
“I guess so,” Satoshi nodded slightly.
“You guess?” Sho groaned. “What kind of person would come to the city with absolutely no-plan?!”
“Apparently the kind of person that you fell for, Sho-chan,” Nino whispered with a sheepish grin on his face, just loud enough Sho to hear him. Sho was sure that he was turning red.
“Well, either way, we need to find a place for you,” he said hurriedly. Satoshi titled his head as if trying to understand what was going on.
“You can come to my house for now,” suddenly Nino offered.
“What?!” Sho exclaimed, shocked by Nino’s sudden generosity. “Who are you and what have you done to Nino?”
“Ouch,” Nino faked a hurt expression and turned his head to Satoshi. “Here I am offering my kindness to you and he is accusing me of not being cooperative!”
“Not so good,” Satoshi nodded approvingly.
Sho’s jaw dropped once again. “When did you two even became friends?!”
Jun shook his head. “Don’t ask me, I have no idea.”
“And you don’t have to stay with Nino,” Sho pouted. “I was about to offer you my house.”
“I see someone is jealous,” Nino said cheekily.
Sho felt the hotness on his face grew stronger. “Not at all! I am only being rational. Since he knows me more than he knows you,” he reasoned.
“Touché,” Nino said. “Well, but we still don’t know when you will be discharged.”
“Actually, he is good to go!” Aiba cooed suddenly coming inside. “Hi, guys! Oh!! Satoshi-san!!” He said cheerfully when he recognized Satoshi and went to shook his hand. “It’s good to see you here!!”
“Hey, hey! Leave the reunion aside for a moment,” Jun interrupted. “Is he allowed to go?”
“Yup!” Aiba said, popping the ‘p’. “Well, there’s no major burns and no poisoning due to smoke, and his tests are clear! So he is good to go!” he smiled showing a thumbs up. “I still have some time before I finish my shift but I will join you if you have a party tonight!” Aiba said before anyone could say anything.
“We didn’t say a word about throwing a party,” Nino grumbled.
“Great!” Aiba continued. “Then tonight in Nino’s house, I will bring some beer with me!” he said, literally forcing his way. “See you tonight then!” he said finally and left the room, leaving four guys behind. Jun and Ohno had equally confused expression while Sho couldn’t hold his laughter anymore and Nino groaned. “Why is it even my house!?!”
“You asked for it,” Jun shot back.
Soon they were all laughing. Including Satoshi too.
***
At the end of the day, they all barged into Nino's house with lots of beer and snacks. Nino was sure accommodating and generous as he let them use his kitchen. Jun offered to cook for them and Nino ended up with helping him in the kitchen.
Sho and Satoshi were in the living room, sitting comfortably on Nino's sofa. Surely his living room was one of the most comfortable places in Nino's house since he spent a lot of his time in that living room, playing games. There was a fluffy grey carpet on the floor and lots of fluffy pillows for sitting on the floor. He had a big TV and well… lots of game consoles. Sho was sure that Nino could open a game center with those games that he possessed. He knew Nino for a while already and as far as he knew him, the petite guy never had any passion for clothes or such while he didn't doubt spending a little fortune on games. Speaking of which… Sho turned his head to Satoshi who seemed to dozing off. He chuckled inwardly at the sight of Satoshi’s already half-closed eyelids.
He seemed different. He wasn't wearing the same clothes when he saw him in the forest. His old, weird clothes seemed to change in a very fashionable way, he couldn't help but realize. He was wearing a pair of very good jeans which seemed a bit big for him. He had a sky blue t-shirt and he was wearing an unbuttoned checkered shirt over it. He had already rolled his sleeves over his elbows, revealing his delicate arms. Sho couldn't help but admire his long fingers. His hair was the only messy part. His bangs were falling over his eyes, giving him a very adorable sight. He was sunburnt, very. Sho wanted to laugh. It was like as if Satoshi had no idea about sun cream. He should remind him to do it properly next time, Sho noted at the back of his mind.
“You are staring,” Suddenly Satoshi said not even turning his head to look at him, making him blush.
“Sorry…” Sho mumbled and turned his head to hide his blush.
This time, Satoshi turned his face to him, offering him a soft, reassuring smile. “I am glad you are alright,” he said with his melodic voice, moving his hand to pat Sho’s head.
Sho blinked with surprise. “I am not a kid, you know,” he mumbled averting his gaze.
Satoshi didn't take his hand away. “I know,” he said simply.
Sho would be angry if someone else were doing it but somehow, he didn't have any strength to get angry at Satoshi. His calming aura made Sho's anger and impatience melt in instant. He realized that from their first encounter. Satoshi was like a calming rain, which cleaned everything and left before anyone can notice, only leaving a fresh scent of rain behind.
When Nino and Jun came inside the room, holding full plates of pasta, Satoshi’s hand left his head, Sho thought he would actually really like to hold that hands in his own.
Just when they were served to eat pasta, the doorbell announced Aiba's arrive. As soon as he came inside, he threw himself over Sho, hugging him as if trying to kill him while crying and continuously telling him how happy he was that Sho is alright. Jun scolded him for choking Sho, telling him that he is going to kill him and soon Jun and Nino took over the calming job of Aiba.
The night went quite well for every one of them. Although Satoshi was dozing off from time to time, he seemed like he is keeping the track of talk. With the amount of alcohol, Aiba started to cry while saying that how glad that he met them and that was the signal for the end of the night. Somehow Nino was too drunk to make a good decision so Jun took over the looking after job and decided he and Aiba stay for the night while he kicked Satoshi and Sho out since his house was next door. Sho was a bit soberer than Satoshi, dragged him into his house.
He didn't have time to clean his house so eventually, he had to welcome him into his mess. Satoshi didn't mind though. He simply followed Sho into the house and sit down to the sofa which Sho showed him. Being a very responsible host, soon Sho take out fresh covers to make a bed for Satoshi while apologizing for the mess.
Satoshi watched him shuffle around and talk non-stop for a while before he decided to hold out his hand and catch for Sho's wrist. “Stop,” he said calmly.
Sho blinked with surprise but complied with his request. “Satoshi?”
Satoshi closed his eyes as his lips curled into a smile. “Hm?”
“Something happened?” Sho couldn't help but ask. Satoshi shook his head negatively. After a minute of silence, Sho decided to talk. “We should go to sleep.”
“You are right…” Satoshi sat down on the sofa, pulling Sho with him. Soon he laid down and somehow Sho couldn't refuse and circled his arms around Satoshi almost instinctively. Satoshi crawled into his hug, seeking for Sho's warmth.
“It will be very uncomfortable if we sleep here like this,” Sho said after a few minutes.
Satoshi only nodded, tightening his hug around Sho’s waist. It was only a minute later when Sho felt him falling asleep. He chuckled while he moved his body closer in order to find himself a bit more comfortable position. He was sure that he would be regretting this tomorrow morning when his consciousness drifted into a dreamless but very pleasant sleep.
A/N: I know my posting schedule is horrible... T-T also, sorry for the hospital part being really vague, I am not good with hospitals so it kind of turned out like this ^^" Hope you enjoyed this chapter as well <3
Pairing: Yama
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fantasy, au, angts (kind of) magic, romance
Chaptered
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own anything about Arashi. Only the plot is mine.
Summary: Is a monster with a created mind and heart was allowed to love a human? The monster knew it was impossible however the first moment he saw Sakurai Sho in that forest, he had no other choice to fall for his beautiful eyes.
As for Sho; his first encounter with him was a pure coincidence and falling for him was beyond his control.
A/N: Comments are very very welcomed! English is not my native language so I apologize for my mistakes in advance! I am deeply sorry! m(_ _)m
The monster was once again alone. This time, feeling more lonely than before. The boy must be a magician just like The Witch, he thought, and maybe stronger than her. He didn’t know what he did to the monster but for some reason, the monster craved for his presence as soon as he left the forest. So the monster waited for the boy. He did the only thing he could do because he was a coward who couldn’t go after him. He wanted the boy back. He wanted to see him again. Yet he was also scared that he would run away if he ever found out that he wasn’t a human like him. The monster felt scared but still wanted to see him. He felt like a powerless butterfly, which flew to the fire even when it knew that the fire would be its end.
He knew every risk, but he still wanted to be with him. Yet he let him go. That was the first time the monster felt regret in his heart.
***
The next time he woke up, everywhere was white. For a moment Sho thought something had happened but no, it was only a hospital room with white walls as he scanned around with his newly opened eyes. He was feeling very rested like he had done nothing for at least two weeks. He stretched a little and soon a very familiar voice interrupted him.
“Finally awake,” Sho smiled softly as he recognized Nino's voice. “You slept like a log.”
“It seems like I was tired,” Sho said, trying to soften the situation. He was well aware why he was there and what happened a night before.
Nino narrowed his eyes, snorted and kicked Sho's bed once. “Haven't I told you that I don't want to pay a hospital visit?” he kicked the bed once more. “Which point of that you don't understand?!”
“But it wasn't my fault!” Sho tried to defend himself.
“Shut up! Why are you always so late AND alone?!” Nino continued petulantly. “You were just lucky now! But what if something went wrong?!” But then, he took a deep breath to calm himself down. “Firemen saved you just before an explosion,” he noted.
“Explosion?!” Sho exclaimed.
“Yes,” Nino nodded. “The building is completely unusable.”
“Oh my god…” Sho could only mutter that.
“Totally, it’s oh my god. You should have seen the building,” Nino plopped down to the guest chair. “You really wouldn’t want to know about it.”
An uncomfortable silence fell between them as Sho tried to take everything in. He really was lucky. He remembered how strong were the flames. He could still feel their frightening hotness on his face. He gulped. How did I manage to get out of that fire? He wanted to ask. Because he was certain that he was going to die…
“Why did you come back to the company?” Sho asked after a few seconds, giving up from asking the other question.
“Jun was looking for you, I just tag along with him when he came to my house. Good thing that we did look for you,” he said trying to stay neutral.
“Oh…” Sho murmured. Before he could ask for more, they heard a knock on his door.
“Come in,” Nino called out. Soon his door opened, revealing an exhausted Jun. However, as soon as he saw Sho, his eyes sparkled.
“Sho!” he exclaimed as he hurried his steps towards Sho’s bed. “I am so glad that you are awake!”
Sho chuckled. “Yeah, it seems like somehow I made it,” he said nonchalantly.
Jun smiled. A very relieved and happy one. “I got a present for you,” he said excitedly.
Sho blinked with confuse. “What?” But Jun already turned around and hurried to outside. Sho could hear him saying “Come on, don’t worry,” as if trying to convince someone. Sho frowned. Did someone come to visit him? But before he could say anything, Jun dragged this certain someone inside. Sho’s jaw dropped as he saw Satoshi. He rubbed his eyes with his free hand, trying to convince himself that he was indeed Satoshi. A weird silence fell into the room as he couldn’t say anything, well, Satoshi staying silent also didn’t help the situation. Suddenly, Jun nudged Satoshi’s side with his elbow, gaining a pained sound from Satoshi. He threw a hurt look towards Jun and Jun moved his head towards Sho. For a moment, Jun looked like he was scolding Satoshi, and Sho was sure that Satoshi was older than Jun. Well, considering that he is also older than Sho, it was only natural. Sho wanted to laugh at that scene, already having a hard time to hold his laughter.
“Yo!” Satoshi said finally with his very melodic and soft voice. He sounded nonchalant as if they weren’t in a hospital. Before Sho could answer, Jun and Nino groaned synchronically. Sho giggled as Jun facepalmed.
“Yo!” Sho returned, and Satoshi beamed a timid smile. “How did you find me?”
“I saw him in the city yesterday,” Jun said, instead of Satoshi. “Apparently he returned to the city and now working in a flower shop. You remember my friend, Toma? I ran into him in Toma’s shop,” he explained professionally, gaining a confused look from Satoshi.
Sho immediately realized that, but choose to not to say anything. “Is that so? You said you were looking after someone’s garden?” Sho questioned.
“I am fired,” Satoshi said calmly. Well, he had pissed The Witch off, so even if he returned to her garden, nothing good was waiting for him. If he was going to be destroyed by The Witch, either way, he decided to protect Sho with everything he could do.
“Is that so?” Sho seemed purely surprised. “Where are you staying now?”
“Nowhere,” Satoshi answered calmly.
“Which means..?”
“I only came here yesterday.”
“So you don’t have a place to stay?”
“I guess so,” Satoshi nodded slightly.
“You guess?” Sho groaned. “What kind of person would come to the city with absolutely no-plan?!”
“Apparently the kind of person that you fell for, Sho-chan,” Nino whispered with a sheepish grin on his face, just loud enough Sho to hear him. Sho was sure that he was turning red.
“Well, either way, we need to find a place for you,” he said hurriedly. Satoshi titled his head as if trying to understand what was going on.
“You can come to my house for now,” suddenly Nino offered.
“What?!” Sho exclaimed, shocked by Nino’s sudden generosity. “Who are you and what have you done to Nino?”
“Ouch,” Nino faked a hurt expression and turned his head to Satoshi. “Here I am offering my kindness to you and he is accusing me of not being cooperative!”
“Not so good,” Satoshi nodded approvingly.
Sho’s jaw dropped once again. “When did you two even became friends?!”
Jun shook his head. “Don’t ask me, I have no idea.”
“And you don’t have to stay with Nino,” Sho pouted. “I was about to offer you my house.”
“I see someone is jealous,” Nino said cheekily.
Sho felt the hotness on his face grew stronger. “Not at all! I am only being rational. Since he knows me more than he knows you,” he reasoned.
“Touché,” Nino said. “Well, but we still don’t know when you will be discharged.”
“Actually, he is good to go!” Aiba cooed suddenly coming inside. “Hi, guys! Oh!! Satoshi-san!!” He said cheerfully when he recognized Satoshi and went to shook his hand. “It’s good to see you here!!”
“Hey, hey! Leave the reunion aside for a moment,” Jun interrupted. “Is he allowed to go?”
“Yup!” Aiba said, popping the ‘p’. “Well, there’s no major burns and no poisoning due to smoke, and his tests are clear! So he is good to go!” he smiled showing a thumbs up. “I still have some time before I finish my shift but I will join you if you have a party tonight!” Aiba said before anyone could say anything.
“We didn’t say a word about throwing a party,” Nino grumbled.
“Great!” Aiba continued. “Then tonight in Nino’s house, I will bring some beer with me!” he said, literally forcing his way. “See you tonight then!” he said finally and left the room, leaving four guys behind. Jun and Ohno had equally confused expression while Sho couldn’t hold his laughter anymore and Nino groaned. “Why is it even my house!?!”
“You asked for it,” Jun shot back.
Soon they were all laughing. Including Satoshi too.
***
At the end of the day, they all barged into Nino's house with lots of beer and snacks. Nino was sure accommodating and generous as he let them use his kitchen. Jun offered to cook for them and Nino ended up with helping him in the kitchen.
Sho and Satoshi were in the living room, sitting comfortably on Nino's sofa. Surely his living room was one of the most comfortable places in Nino's house since he spent a lot of his time in that living room, playing games. There was a fluffy grey carpet on the floor and lots of fluffy pillows for sitting on the floor. He had a big TV and well… lots of game consoles. Sho was sure that Nino could open a game center with those games that he possessed. He knew Nino for a while already and as far as he knew him, the petite guy never had any passion for clothes or such while he didn't doubt spending a little fortune on games. Speaking of which… Sho turned his head to Satoshi who seemed to dozing off. He chuckled inwardly at the sight of Satoshi’s already half-closed eyelids.
He seemed different. He wasn't wearing the same clothes when he saw him in the forest. His old, weird clothes seemed to change in a very fashionable way, he couldn't help but realize. He was wearing a pair of very good jeans which seemed a bit big for him. He had a sky blue t-shirt and he was wearing an unbuttoned checkered shirt over it. He had already rolled his sleeves over his elbows, revealing his delicate arms. Sho couldn't help but admire his long fingers. His hair was the only messy part. His bangs were falling over his eyes, giving him a very adorable sight. He was sunburnt, very. Sho wanted to laugh. It was like as if Satoshi had no idea about sun cream. He should remind him to do it properly next time, Sho noted at the back of his mind.
“You are staring,” Suddenly Satoshi said not even turning his head to look at him, making him blush.
“Sorry…” Sho mumbled and turned his head to hide his blush.
This time, Satoshi turned his face to him, offering him a soft, reassuring smile. “I am glad you are alright,” he said with his melodic voice, moving his hand to pat Sho’s head.
Sho blinked with surprise. “I am not a kid, you know,” he mumbled averting his gaze.
Satoshi didn't take his hand away. “I know,” he said simply.
Sho would be angry if someone else were doing it but somehow, he didn't have any strength to get angry at Satoshi. His calming aura made Sho's anger and impatience melt in instant. He realized that from their first encounter. Satoshi was like a calming rain, which cleaned everything and left before anyone can notice, only leaving a fresh scent of rain behind.
When Nino and Jun came inside the room, holding full plates of pasta, Satoshi’s hand left his head, Sho thought he would actually really like to hold that hands in his own.
Just when they were served to eat pasta, the doorbell announced Aiba's arrive. As soon as he came inside, he threw himself over Sho, hugging him as if trying to kill him while crying and continuously telling him how happy he was that Sho is alright. Jun scolded him for choking Sho, telling him that he is going to kill him and soon Jun and Nino took over the calming job of Aiba.
The night went quite well for every one of them. Although Satoshi was dozing off from time to time, he seemed like he is keeping the track of talk. With the amount of alcohol, Aiba started to cry while saying that how glad that he met them and that was the signal for the end of the night. Somehow Nino was too drunk to make a good decision so Jun took over the looking after job and decided he and Aiba stay for the night while he kicked Satoshi and Sho out since his house was next door. Sho was a bit soberer than Satoshi, dragged him into his house.
He didn't have time to clean his house so eventually, he had to welcome him into his mess. Satoshi didn't mind though. He simply followed Sho into the house and sit down to the sofa which Sho showed him. Being a very responsible host, soon Sho take out fresh covers to make a bed for Satoshi while apologizing for the mess.
Satoshi watched him shuffle around and talk non-stop for a while before he decided to hold out his hand and catch for Sho's wrist. “Stop,” he said calmly.
Sho blinked with surprise but complied with his request. “Satoshi?”
Satoshi closed his eyes as his lips curled into a smile. “Hm?”
“Something happened?” Sho couldn't help but ask. Satoshi shook his head negatively. After a minute of silence, Sho decided to talk. “We should go to sleep.”
“You are right…” Satoshi sat down on the sofa, pulling Sho with him. Soon he laid down and somehow Sho couldn't refuse and circled his arms around Satoshi almost instinctively. Satoshi crawled into his hug, seeking for Sho's warmth.
“It will be very uncomfortable if we sleep here like this,” Sho said after a few minutes.
Satoshi only nodded, tightening his hug around Sho’s waist. It was only a minute later when Sho felt him falling asleep. He chuckled while he moved his body closer in order to find himself a bit more comfortable position. He was sure that he would be regretting this tomorrow morning when his consciousness drifted into a dreamless but very pleasant sleep.
A/N: I know my posting schedule is horrible... T-T also, sorry for the hospital part being really vague, I am not good with hospitals so it kind of turned out like this ^^" Hope you enjoyed this chapter as well <3