A fangirl's diary // Mami-chan

[mikunicchi]

Lately, I am kinda back to my old fan things and one of them is Scandal. How can I put this in words... I kinda missed them. Especially Mami-chan.

Remembering now, I was crazy for them before Arashi. Though when I think about it now, they weren't really get in me like Arashi did but well I like them still. And Mami. She is one of the biggest inspirations of writing.

I once played RPG in a site, not really like playstation game but more like you write with someone together using characters that made by yourself and Mami was the first model that I created a character for. Back then I remember how I hated the character that I mostly played with and created that character just to escape from those heavy feelings. And that character was named Shimizu Haruka. LOL I kinda hate myself now.
Yeah, I now, write a fanfic over Haruka but who cares. In the end she was the best character that I had created so far.
Skipping that, I want to talk about my precious Haruka. The name is simply 遥か which means distance, but I prefer to call her as ハル where if you simply write this also with kanji it means spring. I love playing with the names. Okay, please do forgive me whoever is reading this.
清水遥か - Shimizu Haruka - distanced clean water
Why did I do this?
Its simply, a clear water placed far away from everything. Like she always hated. That's why Haru hates her full name. LOL I hate myself for playing with her name this much.
She hates being far, but she is also so selfish. I really understand of those who hates her. She actually likes to be hated. She is just a freak who only thinks about music and I like that way of her. Its something that I can never do. I think too much. I hate that part of myself too LOL

And with that the part, why I chose Mami as my model, comes to sight.
Simply about visuals LOL
I need to give a proper detailed explanation here but I don't have really. She was just so bright when she was playing her guitar. So I just decided it had to be her.
Though Mami-chan's voice isn't the voice that I always imagined for Haru.
I will put up some videos for who wants to listen Mami-chan but if you are reading the fanfic that I write, please do not think that her voice is Haru's voice. *though I do like her voice so much*
But other than that, she is visually like Haru. Her hair and such.

For those who doesn't know or doesn't really care; Mami is the lead guitarist of Scandal. And for those who took a little interest in them they are know with some anisongs like Bleach openings and Fullmetal Alchemist's ending song.

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