[Fanfic] a created heart [03 / ??]
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mikunicchiTitle: a created heart
Pairing: Yama
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fantasy, au, angts (kind of) magic, romance
Chaptered
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own anything about Arashi. Only the plot is mine.
Summary: Is a monster with a created mind and heart was allowed to love a human? The monster knew it was impossible however the first moment he saw Sakurai Sho in that forest, he had no other choice to fall for his beautiful eyes.
As for Sho; his first encounter with him was a pure coincidence and falling for him was beyond his control.
A/N: Comments are very very welcomed! English is not my native language so I apologize for my mistakes in advance! I am deeply sorry! m(_ _)m
“No, no,” the monster whispered hysterically. “You can not die, you can not die, you can not die…” all he knew as his life has belonged to The Witch, he was lost without her. He was lost without his owner.
The Witch though smiled in her last breath. She almost felt sorry for her monster. However, she couldn't, because her monster was a failure. “I can… because… I am… a… human… But you will not… no… can not… until… you find…” The Witch couldn't manage to finish her last words as her life left her old body. The monster looked at her lifeless image in front of him. He couldn't utter any words however his created mind knew what she wanted to say.
Because I am not a human, the monster completed her last words in his mind. “Because I am not a human.”
That was the first time that the monster felt despair in his heart.
***
The monster smiled bitterly as he once again remembered The Witch. Which was almost laughable because the monster had never forgotten her. He lived his every day while remembering her, remembering the curse which she had left to him. Otherwise was impossible. He was still living in The Witch’s garden, he was still looking to that garden because of her. It was a mystery to the monster why he still continued to live in that garden since The Witch had died decades ago. But he had nowhere else to go other than that cursed but safe garden which was still protected from every human eye with The Witch’s magic. Even though she had died a long time ago, her powerful magic was still there… The monster and that cursed garden was a proof of it.
That’s why when the monster saw him in The Witch’s garden he froze. He was standing with his face turned to the garden which the monster hate with all his might but still continued to look after. Sho wasn’t belonged to there. But he was still standing with all his grace even in that cursed garden. You shouldn’t be here, he thought. If The Witch were to see you- but she isn’t here… She isn’t here… The monster had to take a deep breath, “How did you find here?” he asked. This place is cursed, he wanted to say. You shouldn’t be here…
His voice made Sho turn around to face him. The monster tried his best to stay neutral. “I came to find you,” Sho said calmly. The monster, haven’t said anything for a moment. Sho was strong. Stronger than him. The monster knew that from the very beginning but seeing Sho in front of him like that just made him remember that again.
“I have nothing to do with you,” The monster said averting his eyes from Sho. For some reason, looking at him was awfully hard for the monster. Then he took a slight deep breath for the purpose of holding himself back from running to him, hugging him, taking him out of that garden, taking him to somewhere; anywhere but not here. He forced himself to walk past him.
“But I have!” He heard Sho raising his voice behind him, stubbornly. “You are Satoshi, right?” The moment he heard that name, the monster froze in his place. His eyes widened, feeling as if his heart stopped for the moment. He tried to swallow the knot in his throat as lots of thoughts wandered around his head.
How long has it been since the last time I heard your voice calling my name? How long has it been since I heard that name you gave me? How long has it been the last time I felt like someone, not just a monster; not just something?
The monster closed his eyes as Sho called out his name. The feeling sinks into his heart, it was painful enough to cut his breath off. However, it was also the best thing he had felt after a long time. His body stiffened as that name ringed through his whole being. The monster had once again become Satoshi… He gulped.
“You are Satoshi, aren't you?” he heard Sho asking, again and again, trying to get an answer from him desperately. “Because that's the name I gave you; because you are wise and you know everything about the forest,” Sho repeated his own words from back then.
“So what?” the monster said calmly. He wasn't Satoshi. He couldn't become Satoshi once again. However deep down he wanted nothing but become Satoshi. The monster wanted to be someone, not something for this whole time. But was that desire of his really allowed? He wanted Sho to stop. Because it hurt. It hurt more than he actually thought… Every time he desired something humanly, everything would make him remember that he wasn't one. There was no way for him to become a human, he thought he understood that however he still wanted.
And there was no way for him to be with Sho. There was no way for him to become Satoshi and spend his life next to Sho. He learned that from the first hand and he didn’t want to taste the same pain again and again.
He was prepared to deny everything Sho had said however he wasn't prepared for this. He was already way too lost in his thoughts so when Sho hugged him from behind, he was shocked. He couldn't utter any word, he couldn't move even one muscle. He was simply frozen under the warm touch of Sho. “You are making that lonely face again,” he whispered. “I can say even without looking.”
The monster wanted to ask a lot of questions. But the only one that came from his lips was a simple, shaky: “How?”
Sho chuckled. It was almost funny to see that man who had insulted him for a few times already frozen like this. And it was almost funny how Satoshi fit into his arms this perfectly. As far as Sho remembered him; which was really slightly, he was way taller than Sho; and stronger than him. However now, Sho was taller than him. Maybe that's why he didn't remember him at all because the Satoshi he remembered back then was nothing like this. But he was also the same, Sho could see lots of differences as well as he could see that nothing really changed. He was still that Satoshi who looked at him with that far and lonely eyes. Even though he remembered little about the events that took place at that time strangely, he remembered the little details about Satoshi. Which was a really funny thing because until he find out that he was Satoshi, he didn’t even know that he remembered all these details about him. “I don't know honestly, you certainly have changed a lot. But not that much,” Sho answered as he smiled before letting go of Satoshi.
Satoshi turned his face to him with a confused look on his face. He hasn't answered Sho for a heart beating moment. “I haven't changed,” he said calmly before meeting with Sho’s eyes. Because that was the truth. He didn’t change at all. He couldn’t change after all.
“You were taller,” Sho said feeling the urge to point out.
“No, you were short,” Satoshi said calmly. “But you still like to wander around the forest.”
Sho narrowed his eyes. “Oh well but now you are the short one. And I don't like to wander around the forest at all. I was looking for you.”
“And you are as short-tempered as ever,” Satoshi remarked without bothering himself not to.
“And whose fault is that?” Sho grumbled but didn't say anything more as he saw Satoshi reaching out his hand to touch his head.
“You have grown bigger, Sho-kun,” Satoshi said with a soft voice. It was the most gentle voice he had ever heard from someone. And hearing his own name from Satoshi’s lips, he felt strange. The sweet and warm smile that was adorning Satoshi’s face made Sho’s heart skip a beat. He smiled, he couldn’t help. Satoshi had that kind of effect on him. Strangely he was the only one who managed to make him feel like this. Like he was honestly peaceful. The way Satoshi eased every dark thought inside Sho’s head with just being there and simply smiling, made Sho want to cry. Some blurry memories became vivid as he looked at Satoshi’s face. His touch hasn’t changed at all. It was still peaceful, warm and trustworthy. Everytime he patted Sho’s head was like that. Everytime he gently whispered a good job to him. It was short. His time with Satoshi was short but so irreplaceable for him. Sho gulped, “How did I forget you when you were so precious to me?” left his lips before he could even realize.
Satoshi blinked to those words. But he didn’t say anything. Which made Sho feel worse. Why wasn’t he saying anything? He should be angry with Sho… Because he was aware that he hurt Satoshi with forgetting him.
“It doesn’t matter, Sho-kun,” Satoshi said after which seemed like forever to Sho.
“It does --” he started but the look in Satoshi’s eyes stopped him from going further.
“It doesn’t because it really doesn’t matter. You can forget me and that’s okay, as long as you don’t want me to forget you.”
Sho’s eyes went wide. He didn’t know what he exactly meant but he couldn’t dare to ask either. Something in Satoshi’s voice, made him feel strange. There weren’t any words to describe this feeling other than strange. It was a moment which words were incompetent. He tried to swallow the accumulated emotions back in his throat, then took a deep breath and tried to change the subject. “So this is your house?” Sho asked turning around to examine the little garden. Calling that place as a garden was wrong, to be honest. It looked like a piece of paradise more than a garden. It was a safe opening that created by lots of old oak trees that lined together. There was an old wooden hut in the farthest corner of the garden, which was specially guarded by a big willow tree. You could hear the soothing sound of water from somewhere even though there was no water could be seen around.
And the flowers. Oh, God. There was every kind of flowers in the garden making it seem like it was painted by the hands of God. There were a lot of flowers gracing the garden. So many colours were filling everywhere and Sho didn’t know that many colours have actually existed. He was surprised a single garden can consist of so many colours and flowers in one place without seeming disorganized. But no, they were blended perfectly and nothing seemed out of place; making an amazing harmony.
“No,” Satoshi answered calmly. “I am just looking after it.”
“Really?” Sho asked confused. “Then where are you living?”
“Here,” Satoshi answered calmly again.
It didn’t make any sense. Sho sighed. “Are you perhaps trying to say that you are living here in exchange for looking after the garden?” Sho tried to reason Satoshi’s words.
Satoshi simply nodded. This man is still bad with words after all this time, Sho thought and couldn’t help himself to laugh merrily. One more thing that hasn’t changed about Satoshi at all.
“You are still smart, Sho-kun,” said Satoshi with a sweet smile covering up his face.
“And you still don’t know how to talk,” Sho pointed out.
Satoshi didn’t seem to affect from Sho’s comments as he simply shrugged. “It’s okay, you understand me.”
Sho sighed dramatically. “You are hopeless.”
Satoshi laughed softly.
“Show me around then,” Sho demanded. “Since I came a long way to find you, I guess I deserve a special treat.”
But Satoshi stiffened to his words. “I… can’t… She won’t like it…” He mumbled more likely to himself than Sho.
“She? Who?” Sho asked carefully.
“She… The-- I mean, the owner of this garden,” Satoshi stopped himself from calling her name.
Sho looked confused. “But… I guess… It should be okay…” Satoshi said eyeing Sho anxiously. The Witch isn’t here… She died many centuries ago, the monster reminded himself firmly. However, her docile monster was still looking after her garden loyally after all those years.
“I don’t want to cause you trouble,” Sho said carefully.
“No! I mean, you won’t… She won’t know…”
Sho wanted to ask more, he wanted to know who he was talking about and more than that he wanted to know what was scaring him like that. But before he could, Satoshi tugged his hand as he dragged him towards the garden.
They stopped in front of a blue flower bed. Sho kneeled in front of the beautiful flowers with blue leaves that surrounded the yellow middle. The small blue flowers looked so fragile yet they were standing graciously. “What is this?” Sho asked.
Satoshi waited for a moment before speaking. His eyes were on the flowers. He was looking deeply into the flower as if he was communicating with it. Sho somehow didn’t like that expression on his face. It was distanced and didn’t feel right. It didn’t feel like he was looking at Satoshi. “You know flower language?” Satoshi asked suddenly instead of answering Sho’s question.
Sho shook his head as an answer. He had no idea about flowers. For a moment he felt ignorant but then again, he never had any interest in flowers; let the meaning behind them.
Satoshi laughed softly. “Too bad,” he said.
“Then tell me about it. I am good at learning, I can assure you,” Sho said calmly. He wanted to know so badly because he somehow felt if he knew about it, it would make sense why Satoshi looked that lonely.
“I will tell you one day,” Satoshi said nearly inaudible.
“Tell me now,” Sho tried to insist.
“We have to go.”
“But--”
“It will be dark and dangerous,” Satoshi cut in as Sho tried to protest. “You have friends, they will be worried.”
Sho couldn’t argue with this. He finally realized that he was gone for almost a day now. But at the same time, he didn’t want to leave Satoshi. “Come with me,” he said suddenly. Satoshi looked troubled but Sho didn’t back down. “Satoshi, come with me.”
“To where?” Satoshi asked looking straight into his eyes. Sho’s lips turned into a thin line. To where?
“To the city, with me,” He said suddenly. He wasn’t even sure what he was saying but that was the first thing that came to his mind.
“You know that I can't,” Satoshi smiled softly at him.
“Why not? Satoshi, tell me about it, please,” Sho didn’t even care that he sounded like he was pleading anymore.
“I belong here, Sho-kun,” Satoshi told him with patience. “And you belong to the city.”
Sho felt his heart beating painfully in his chest. Why? He wanted to ask that but he couldn’t because he knew that Satoshi wouldn’t answer even if he asks. “Then let me stay with you,” Sho blurted out suddenly, even surprising himself. Satoshi didn’t look like he was surprised though. “I will be going back tomorrow evening,” Sho said almost inaudible. “Please…”
“Your friends will be worried,” he said strictly.
Sho groaned. “Then come to eat with us! Just, don’t send me away like this!” He was running out of ideas because Satoshi was simply sabotaging every attempt of his.
It was a bad idea to agree and Satoshi was perfectly aware of it however when he had Sho looking at him with those pleading eyes, he couldn’t bring himself to refuse. He also wanted the same thing as Sho, and maybe more. The monster wanted to stay as Satoshi for a little longer, he wanted to stay with Sho a little longer… And because of that, he could let himself to go near to humans for Sho. Just for him… Satoshi sighed heavily. “Okay,” he said calmly.
A/N: Let's wait and see how it will turn out. Junba will meet with Satoshi, and I am planning Nino appearence on next chapter. It's a miracle I wrote this much without him lol
Pairing: Yama
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fantasy, au, angts (kind of) magic, romance
Chaptered
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own anything about Arashi. Only the plot is mine.
Summary: Is a monster with a created mind and heart was allowed to love a human? The monster knew it was impossible however the first moment he saw Sakurai Sho in that forest, he had no other choice to fall for his beautiful eyes.
As for Sho; his first encounter with him was a pure coincidence and falling for him was beyond his control.
A/N: Comments are very very welcomed! English is not my native language so I apologize for my mistakes in advance! I am deeply sorry! m(_ _)m
“No, no,” the monster whispered hysterically. “You can not die, you can not die, you can not die…” all he knew as his life has belonged to The Witch, he was lost without her. He was lost without his owner.
The Witch though smiled in her last breath. She almost felt sorry for her monster. However, she couldn't, because her monster was a failure. “I can… because… I am… a… human… But you will not… no… can not… until… you find…” The Witch couldn't manage to finish her last words as her life left her old body. The monster looked at her lifeless image in front of him. He couldn't utter any words however his created mind knew what she wanted to say.
Because I am not a human, the monster completed her last words in his mind. “Because I am not a human.”
That was the first time that the monster felt despair in his heart.
***
The monster smiled bitterly as he once again remembered The Witch. Which was almost laughable because the monster had never forgotten her. He lived his every day while remembering her, remembering the curse which she had left to him. Otherwise was impossible. He was still living in The Witch’s garden, he was still looking to that garden because of her. It was a mystery to the monster why he still continued to live in that garden since The Witch had died decades ago. But he had nowhere else to go other than that cursed but safe garden which was still protected from every human eye with The Witch’s magic. Even though she had died a long time ago, her powerful magic was still there… The monster and that cursed garden was a proof of it.
That’s why when the monster saw him in The Witch’s garden he froze. He was standing with his face turned to the garden which the monster hate with all his might but still continued to look after. Sho wasn’t belonged to there. But he was still standing with all his grace even in that cursed garden. You shouldn’t be here, he thought. If The Witch were to see you- but she isn’t here… She isn’t here… The monster had to take a deep breath, “How did you find here?” he asked. This place is cursed, he wanted to say. You shouldn’t be here…
His voice made Sho turn around to face him. The monster tried his best to stay neutral. “I came to find you,” Sho said calmly. The monster, haven’t said anything for a moment. Sho was strong. Stronger than him. The monster knew that from the very beginning but seeing Sho in front of him like that just made him remember that again.
“I have nothing to do with you,” The monster said averting his eyes from Sho. For some reason, looking at him was awfully hard for the monster. Then he took a slight deep breath for the purpose of holding himself back from running to him, hugging him, taking him out of that garden, taking him to somewhere; anywhere but not here. He forced himself to walk past him.
“But I have!” He heard Sho raising his voice behind him, stubbornly. “You are Satoshi, right?” The moment he heard that name, the monster froze in his place. His eyes widened, feeling as if his heart stopped for the moment. He tried to swallow the knot in his throat as lots of thoughts wandered around his head.
How long has it been since the last time I heard your voice calling my name? How long has it been since I heard that name you gave me? How long has it been the last time I felt like someone, not just a monster; not just something?
The monster closed his eyes as Sho called out his name. The feeling sinks into his heart, it was painful enough to cut his breath off. However, it was also the best thing he had felt after a long time. His body stiffened as that name ringed through his whole being. The monster had once again become Satoshi… He gulped.
“You are Satoshi, aren't you?” he heard Sho asking, again and again, trying to get an answer from him desperately. “Because that's the name I gave you; because you are wise and you know everything about the forest,” Sho repeated his own words from back then.
“So what?” the monster said calmly. He wasn't Satoshi. He couldn't become Satoshi once again. However deep down he wanted nothing but become Satoshi. The monster wanted to be someone, not something for this whole time. But was that desire of his really allowed? He wanted Sho to stop. Because it hurt. It hurt more than he actually thought… Every time he desired something humanly, everything would make him remember that he wasn't one. There was no way for him to become a human, he thought he understood that however he still wanted.
And there was no way for him to be with Sho. There was no way for him to become Satoshi and spend his life next to Sho. He learned that from the first hand and he didn’t want to taste the same pain again and again.
He was prepared to deny everything Sho had said however he wasn't prepared for this. He was already way too lost in his thoughts so when Sho hugged him from behind, he was shocked. He couldn't utter any word, he couldn't move even one muscle. He was simply frozen under the warm touch of Sho. “You are making that lonely face again,” he whispered. “I can say even without looking.”
The monster wanted to ask a lot of questions. But the only one that came from his lips was a simple, shaky: “How?”
Sho chuckled. It was almost funny to see that man who had insulted him for a few times already frozen like this. And it was almost funny how Satoshi fit into his arms this perfectly. As far as Sho remembered him; which was really slightly, he was way taller than Sho; and stronger than him. However now, Sho was taller than him. Maybe that's why he didn't remember him at all because the Satoshi he remembered back then was nothing like this. But he was also the same, Sho could see lots of differences as well as he could see that nothing really changed. He was still that Satoshi who looked at him with that far and lonely eyes. Even though he remembered little about the events that took place at that time strangely, he remembered the little details about Satoshi. Which was a really funny thing because until he find out that he was Satoshi, he didn’t even know that he remembered all these details about him. “I don't know honestly, you certainly have changed a lot. But not that much,” Sho answered as he smiled before letting go of Satoshi.
Satoshi turned his face to him with a confused look on his face. He hasn't answered Sho for a heart beating moment. “I haven't changed,” he said calmly before meeting with Sho’s eyes. Because that was the truth. He didn’t change at all. He couldn’t change after all.
“You were taller,” Sho said feeling the urge to point out.
“No, you were short,” Satoshi said calmly. “But you still like to wander around the forest.”
Sho narrowed his eyes. “Oh well but now you are the short one. And I don't like to wander around the forest at all. I was looking for you.”
“And you are as short-tempered as ever,” Satoshi remarked without bothering himself not to.
“And whose fault is that?” Sho grumbled but didn't say anything more as he saw Satoshi reaching out his hand to touch his head.
“You have grown bigger, Sho-kun,” Satoshi said with a soft voice. It was the most gentle voice he had ever heard from someone. And hearing his own name from Satoshi’s lips, he felt strange. The sweet and warm smile that was adorning Satoshi’s face made Sho’s heart skip a beat. He smiled, he couldn’t help. Satoshi had that kind of effect on him. Strangely he was the only one who managed to make him feel like this. Like he was honestly peaceful. The way Satoshi eased every dark thought inside Sho’s head with just being there and simply smiling, made Sho want to cry. Some blurry memories became vivid as he looked at Satoshi’s face. His touch hasn’t changed at all. It was still peaceful, warm and trustworthy. Everytime he patted Sho’s head was like that. Everytime he gently whispered a good job to him. It was short. His time with Satoshi was short but so irreplaceable for him. Sho gulped, “How did I forget you when you were so precious to me?” left his lips before he could even realize.
Satoshi blinked to those words. But he didn’t say anything. Which made Sho feel worse. Why wasn’t he saying anything? He should be angry with Sho… Because he was aware that he hurt Satoshi with forgetting him.
“It doesn’t matter, Sho-kun,” Satoshi said after which seemed like forever to Sho.
“It does --” he started but the look in Satoshi’s eyes stopped him from going further.
“It doesn’t because it really doesn’t matter. You can forget me and that’s okay, as long as you don’t want me to forget you.”
Sho’s eyes went wide. He didn’t know what he exactly meant but he couldn’t dare to ask either. Something in Satoshi’s voice, made him feel strange. There weren’t any words to describe this feeling other than strange. It was a moment which words were incompetent. He tried to swallow the accumulated emotions back in his throat, then took a deep breath and tried to change the subject. “So this is your house?” Sho asked turning around to examine the little garden. Calling that place as a garden was wrong, to be honest. It looked like a piece of paradise more than a garden. It was a safe opening that created by lots of old oak trees that lined together. There was an old wooden hut in the farthest corner of the garden, which was specially guarded by a big willow tree. You could hear the soothing sound of water from somewhere even though there was no water could be seen around.
And the flowers. Oh, God. There was every kind of flowers in the garden making it seem like it was painted by the hands of God. There were a lot of flowers gracing the garden. So many colours were filling everywhere and Sho didn’t know that many colours have actually existed. He was surprised a single garden can consist of so many colours and flowers in one place without seeming disorganized. But no, they were blended perfectly and nothing seemed out of place; making an amazing harmony.
“No,” Satoshi answered calmly. “I am just looking after it.”
“Really?” Sho asked confused. “Then where are you living?”
“Here,” Satoshi answered calmly again.
It didn’t make any sense. Sho sighed. “Are you perhaps trying to say that you are living here in exchange for looking after the garden?” Sho tried to reason Satoshi’s words.
Satoshi simply nodded. This man is still bad with words after all this time, Sho thought and couldn’t help himself to laugh merrily. One more thing that hasn’t changed about Satoshi at all.
“You are still smart, Sho-kun,” said Satoshi with a sweet smile covering up his face.
“And you still don’t know how to talk,” Sho pointed out.
Satoshi didn’t seem to affect from Sho’s comments as he simply shrugged. “It’s okay, you understand me.”
Sho sighed dramatically. “You are hopeless.”
Satoshi laughed softly.
“Show me around then,” Sho demanded. “Since I came a long way to find you, I guess I deserve a special treat.”
But Satoshi stiffened to his words. “I… can’t… She won’t like it…” He mumbled more likely to himself than Sho.
“She? Who?” Sho asked carefully.
“She… The-- I mean, the owner of this garden,” Satoshi stopped himself from calling her name.
Sho looked confused. “But… I guess… It should be okay…” Satoshi said eyeing Sho anxiously. The Witch isn’t here… She died many centuries ago, the monster reminded himself firmly. However, her docile monster was still looking after her garden loyally after all those years.
“I don’t want to cause you trouble,” Sho said carefully.
“No! I mean, you won’t… She won’t know…”
Sho wanted to ask more, he wanted to know who he was talking about and more than that he wanted to know what was scaring him like that. But before he could, Satoshi tugged his hand as he dragged him towards the garden.
They stopped in front of a blue flower bed. Sho kneeled in front of the beautiful flowers with blue leaves that surrounded the yellow middle. The small blue flowers looked so fragile yet they were standing graciously. “What is this?” Sho asked.
Satoshi waited for a moment before speaking. His eyes were on the flowers. He was looking deeply into the flower as if he was communicating with it. Sho somehow didn’t like that expression on his face. It was distanced and didn’t feel right. It didn’t feel like he was looking at Satoshi. “You know flower language?” Satoshi asked suddenly instead of answering Sho’s question.
Sho shook his head as an answer. He had no idea about flowers. For a moment he felt ignorant but then again, he never had any interest in flowers; let the meaning behind them.
Satoshi laughed softly. “Too bad,” he said.
“Then tell me about it. I am good at learning, I can assure you,” Sho said calmly. He wanted to know so badly because he somehow felt if he knew about it, it would make sense why Satoshi looked that lonely.
“I will tell you one day,” Satoshi said nearly inaudible.
“Tell me now,” Sho tried to insist.
“We have to go.”
“But--”
“It will be dark and dangerous,” Satoshi cut in as Sho tried to protest. “You have friends, they will be worried.”
Sho couldn’t argue with this. He finally realized that he was gone for almost a day now. But at the same time, he didn’t want to leave Satoshi. “Come with me,” he said suddenly. Satoshi looked troubled but Sho didn’t back down. “Satoshi, come with me.”
“To where?” Satoshi asked looking straight into his eyes. Sho’s lips turned into a thin line. To where?
“To the city, with me,” He said suddenly. He wasn’t even sure what he was saying but that was the first thing that came to his mind.
“You know that I can't,” Satoshi smiled softly at him.
“Why not? Satoshi, tell me about it, please,” Sho didn’t even care that he sounded like he was pleading anymore.
“I belong here, Sho-kun,” Satoshi told him with patience. “And you belong to the city.”
Sho felt his heart beating painfully in his chest. Why? He wanted to ask that but he couldn’t because he knew that Satoshi wouldn’t answer even if he asks. “Then let me stay with you,” Sho blurted out suddenly, even surprising himself. Satoshi didn’t look like he was surprised though. “I will be going back tomorrow evening,” Sho said almost inaudible. “Please…”
“Your friends will be worried,” he said strictly.
Sho groaned. “Then come to eat with us! Just, don’t send me away like this!” He was running out of ideas because Satoshi was simply sabotaging every attempt of his.
It was a bad idea to agree and Satoshi was perfectly aware of it however when he had Sho looking at him with those pleading eyes, he couldn’t bring himself to refuse. He also wanted the same thing as Sho, and maybe more. The monster wanted to stay as Satoshi for a little longer, he wanted to stay with Sho a little longer… And because of that, he could let himself to go near to humans for Sho. Just for him… Satoshi sighed heavily. “Okay,” he said calmly.
A/N: Let's wait and see how it will turn out. Junba will meet with Satoshi, and I am planning Nino appearence on next chapter. It's a miracle I wrote this much without him lol
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Date: 2018-02-19 04:32 am (UTC)Thank you for sharing Yukina
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Date: 2018-03-03 08:25 pm (UTC)Thank you for reading Qonita! (>////<)
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Date: 2018-02-20 04:42 pm (UTC)Can't wait to see Yama meet with Junba! XD and Nino's appearance, yes! :D
Thank you for sharing~!!<3
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Date: 2018-03-03 08:27 pm (UTC)I am so glad you liked it >////< I am sorry it turns out always kind of bitter ( ; ω ; )
Hope you like the next one too!
Thank you for reading <3