[Fanfic] a created heart [12 / 12]
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mikunicchiTitle: a created heart
Pairing: Yama, matsumiya (if you squeeze enough)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fantasy, au, angts (kind of) magic, romance
Chaptered
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own anything about Arashi. Only the plot is mine.
Summary: Is a monster with a created mind and heart was allowed to love a human? The monster knew it was impossible however the first moment he saw Sakurai Sho in that forest, he had no other choice to fall for his beautiful eyes.
As for Sho; his first encounter with him was a pure coincidence and falling for him was beyond his control.
A/N: I know it's Jun's birthday but I'm already behind my list already so here you go with a yama fanfic on Jun's birthday lol Comments are very very welcomed! English is not my native language so I apologize for my mistakes in advance! I am deeply sorry! m(_ _)m
Once upon a time, there was a monster who lived for centuries hiding in the depths of the history. The time was a cruel thing. Those people whom once feared of him was starting to forget him together with his creator. It was so soon that everyone forgot about him. He became a legend, and then a fairy tale to scare the kids. No one knew if he was real, if he really existed back then or if he still existed, no one really cared about it.
The monster was lonely, forgotten, but not sad. He still loved the world despite the world hating him. He still cared for the fragile flowers but he loved the small blue ones the most. He cared about them because their creator also had forgotten him just like his own creator who forgot him.
His days were the same. Isolated, lonely, slightly melancholic. He always wondered the world outside as the time passed. He always wondered about how it changed since he last saw it. However, he was aware that there was no place for him in that world. It didn’t matter how much it changed.
One day, humans started to build a camping area near the ancient forest. So close to his hiding place. He was so close to being discovered. He was scared. What if he loses the garden? Then he would lose his only place in this world.
But what he feared never happened. He watched the humans come and go, with a sad smile on his face for many years. This time, it was nice because having humans close to him somehow made him feel not that lonely. But still, there was no place for him out there.
It was one of those days when he found a little human, far from the camping area. His first instinct was to run away, but when he saw a dead tree which was about the crush the little guy, the monster moved without thinking.
When he stopped the dead tree with his bare hands, the kid was weirdly not scared and that amazed the monster more than he could actually guess. The kid had a name, unlike the monster. That name felt perfect on the monster’s lips, which hadn’t moved for a very long time since he had no one to talk. His name, Sho, had a perfect melody that the monster liked to hear very much and he would call his name even after he left the monster, just to fill his empty days. They spent only two weeks together but that mere two weeks worth more than a decade in the monster’s life. He got acceptance, he got a name, he got Sho’s trust, he got to see his smile. Those were more than anything the monster could ask for.
The day Sho left, the monster thought it was all over. That nice two weeks were gone and the monster’s eternal life would continue like that. He decided that he would always remember that two weeks, Sho’s smile, his kind soul, the name he had given to the monster.
But one day, Sho came back. He was different from what the monster had remembered, but he was also the same Sho. He had a short temper, but honest eyes. His sloppy shoulders and cute lips turned into something very alluring for the monster. He wanted to wrap his arms around Sho, demand him to remember who the monster was but he couldn’t. Because he knew that there was no place for him out there.
Yet, Sho remembered. He did what Satoshi was incapable and wrapped his arms around Satoshi strongly. It was as if Sho was reassuring Satoshi that he remembered him, that he wouldn’t forget him anymore.
The monster had no place out there, but he had a place in Sho’s heart and that was more precious than the whole world. But Sho was incredible. He was magical, in a different kind but yes, he was magical. He was Satoshi’s personal miracle and he was stronger than his creator. Sho gave him a place in the world, a place in his own heart.
Sho was made out of everything that Satoshi lacked and Satoshi loved him with everything he had and didn’t have. So when Satoshi wanted to forsake his immortality, he only had one thought in his mind. That only a lifetime with Sho was worth than an immortal life.
And now, Satoshi was no longer a monster, and he was happy. He was finally and undeniably happy.
***
When Sho woke up, he saw Satoshi occupying the second pillow. He was so close to Sho that his hair was tickling Sho’s nose. It was nice though, Sho inhaled Satoshi’s scent deeply. He had a very distinctive scent that Sho loved very much. Sho moved slightly to wrap his arms around Satoshi and now they were a bundle of limbs tangled together. Sho laughed inwardly. They now had a king size bed but they were occupying such a little space. Sho always chose to stay close to Satoshi and he knew it was the same for Satoshi too.
He kissed Satoshi’s head gently. Satoshi grumbled something incoherently as he moved a little back to see Sho’s face. He blinked a few times, clearly having a hard time to keep his eyes open. “Day-off,” he mumbled before letting his head fall again as he pressed himself closer to Sho.
Sho chuckled. “I know but it’s 10 a.m.,” he said signaling the plans he built up for their day-off. He had decided everything, planning a perfect day for them. It was the second year of Satoshi turning into a human and Sho was grateful to this day every single second of his life. Sho still remembered that day vividly. It was the worst and best day of his life. There was no way he could forget the day when he witnessed Satoshi’s death and he was determined to make this day as unforgettable as that day, in a good meaning.
Satoshi hummed but Sho knew he was already fast asleep. He chuckled, deciding he could let the other sleep a bit more and he slipped out of the bed carefully. Once he was on feet, he tugged the covers around Satoshi, who sighed contently. Sho made his way to the downstairs, where their new kitchen was.
After Satoshi became human, they lived in Sho’s house for a while but as soon as Sho managed to put things in order with his company, they moved into another house. Now they were living a bit bigger but still small house which had two floors and a bit of backyard. Satoshi was currently growing enviably beautiful flowers. The ones Sho loves the most is those tiny blue flowers which had so much meaning behind it.
Their kitchen had a small window in front of the kitchen sink where they could see the beautiful backyard. Sho looked at the counter only to saw a bunch of red roses in a vase. He smiled. Apparently, Satoshi remembered the day as well. He must have collected them when Sho was still asleep. He admired the healthy red roses, which bathed with the sunlight illuminating them through the kitchen window for a moment before walking towards them to count.
Once Satoshi told him that a flower’s meaning isn’t just specific to its color and type alone, but also, depending on the number of flowers. He counted twelve roses, and he couldn’t help but blush. Satoshi may be a man with few words mostly but he had such an endearing way to declare his love towards Sho.
Sho bent down a little to inhale the scent of the roses deeply before he turned back to their bedroom. He slid under the covers not really caring about waking Satoshi up on this point, he started to kiss every part of him until he squirmed and woke up.
Satoshi didn’t ask anything as he simply adjusted himself to Sho’s kisses. He wrapped an arm to his waist pulling him towards himself and answering his kisses as passionate as Sho. He loved how Satoshi always know what he’s thinking and he felt like he was falling for Satoshi more every second of his life.
“Aren’t I already yours?” Sho mumbled to Satoshi’s lips.
Satoshi hummed, tightening his arms around Sho, he smiled. “You are.”
“Of course,” Sho planted another kiss to Satoshi’s lips.
Satoshi deepened the kiss, slowly caressing Sho’s body. It was a nice, slow but very passionate kiss. They only parted when they needed to store some air in their lungs. Satoshi caressed Sho’s puffy and red lower lip with his thumb gently. He looked deeply into Sho’s eyes. Most of the people would see mutual love in their beloved one’s eyes but for Satoshi, he was looking at the most precious miracle of the world. “Be mine always,” he mumbled looking deeply into Sho’s eyes.
“Be mine always,” Sho answered, letting himself melt into the moment's sweetness. They kissed over and over again, and Sho decided that all those plans he made for his day-off didn’t matter at all. “Let’s stay in the bed for some more,” Sho said in between the kisses. “Everything can wait.” He wanted that day to be perfect, but it already was when Sho woke up next to Satoshi.
Satoshi smiled, eyes sparkling with happiness. He wrapped himself around Sho and he was determined not to let this happiness go.
For Sho, happiness meant having Satoshi beside him.
For Satoshi, happiness meant having Sho beside him.
And both of them wouldn’t change this to an eternity.
A/N: So guys! It's finally over!!!!! God, I'm so satisfied for finally finishing this. I hope it's fluffy enough after all those angst :D But I am personally very satisfied with the ending itself („ಡωಡ„)
So, the epilogue doesn't have any Matsumiya in it, and that's exactly because I decided to write another story about them. Because why not? I love Matsumiya.
As for the flower language trivia; the general meanings that I used, the meanings of the counts of roses, a Japanese site
So giving someone the 12 roses: it is said that twelve have a special meaning in particular. Each rose of 12 has a meaning of "affection, passion, appreciation, hope, happiness, eternity, respect, effort, glory, honesty, trust, truth" and sending it to those who you love means "Be mine. = Please stay by my side (according to last Japanese site)
Isn't this romantic?! (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) I feel so cheesy but well... haha
Lastly and the most importantly my dearest readers whom always read and left a comment to this fic even though I was probably the worst person about updating it regularly, you all deserved a big THANK YOU! I wouldn't be able to finish this otherwise *hugs*
Hopefully, see you on another journey!
Lots of love
Yukina~
Pairing: Yama, matsumiya (if you squeeze enough)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fantasy, au, angts (kind of) magic, romance
Chaptered
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own anything about Arashi. Only the plot is mine.
Summary: Is a monster with a created mind and heart was allowed to love a human? The monster knew it was impossible however the first moment he saw Sakurai Sho in that forest, he had no other choice to fall for his beautiful eyes.
As for Sho; his first encounter with him was a pure coincidence and falling for him was beyond his control.
A/N: I know it's Jun's birthday but I'm already behind my list already so here you go with a yama fanfic on Jun's birthday lol Comments are very very welcomed! English is not my native language so I apologize for my mistakes in advance! I am deeply sorry! m(_ _)m
Once upon a time, there was a monster who lived for centuries hiding in the depths of the history. The time was a cruel thing. Those people whom once feared of him was starting to forget him together with his creator. It was so soon that everyone forgot about him. He became a legend, and then a fairy tale to scare the kids. No one knew if he was real, if he really existed back then or if he still existed, no one really cared about it.
The monster was lonely, forgotten, but not sad. He still loved the world despite the world hating him. He still cared for the fragile flowers but he loved the small blue ones the most. He cared about them because their creator also had forgotten him just like his own creator who forgot him.
His days were the same. Isolated, lonely, slightly melancholic. He always wondered the world outside as the time passed. He always wondered about how it changed since he last saw it. However, he was aware that there was no place for him in that world. It didn’t matter how much it changed.
One day, humans started to build a camping area near the ancient forest. So close to his hiding place. He was so close to being discovered. He was scared. What if he loses the garden? Then he would lose his only place in this world.
But what he feared never happened. He watched the humans come and go, with a sad smile on his face for many years. This time, it was nice because having humans close to him somehow made him feel not that lonely. But still, there was no place for him out there.
It was one of those days when he found a little human, far from the camping area. His first instinct was to run away, but when he saw a dead tree which was about the crush the little guy, the monster moved without thinking.
When he stopped the dead tree with his bare hands, the kid was weirdly not scared and that amazed the monster more than he could actually guess. The kid had a name, unlike the monster. That name felt perfect on the monster’s lips, which hadn’t moved for a very long time since he had no one to talk. His name, Sho, had a perfect melody that the monster liked to hear very much and he would call his name even after he left the monster, just to fill his empty days. They spent only two weeks together but that mere two weeks worth more than a decade in the monster’s life. He got acceptance, he got a name, he got Sho’s trust, he got to see his smile. Those were more than anything the monster could ask for.
The day Sho left, the monster thought it was all over. That nice two weeks were gone and the monster’s eternal life would continue like that. He decided that he would always remember that two weeks, Sho’s smile, his kind soul, the name he had given to the monster.
But one day, Sho came back. He was different from what the monster had remembered, but he was also the same Sho. He had a short temper, but honest eyes. His sloppy shoulders and cute lips turned into something very alluring for the monster. He wanted to wrap his arms around Sho, demand him to remember who the monster was but he couldn’t. Because he knew that there was no place for him out there.
Yet, Sho remembered. He did what Satoshi was incapable and wrapped his arms around Satoshi strongly. It was as if Sho was reassuring Satoshi that he remembered him, that he wouldn’t forget him anymore.
The monster had no place out there, but he had a place in Sho’s heart and that was more precious than the whole world. But Sho was incredible. He was magical, in a different kind but yes, he was magical. He was Satoshi’s personal miracle and he was stronger than his creator. Sho gave him a place in the world, a place in his own heart.
Sho was made out of everything that Satoshi lacked and Satoshi loved him with everything he had and didn’t have. So when Satoshi wanted to forsake his immortality, he only had one thought in his mind. That only a lifetime with Sho was worth than an immortal life.
And now, Satoshi was no longer a monster, and he was happy. He was finally and undeniably happy.
***
When Sho woke up, he saw Satoshi occupying the second pillow. He was so close to Sho that his hair was tickling Sho’s nose. It was nice though, Sho inhaled Satoshi’s scent deeply. He had a very distinctive scent that Sho loved very much. Sho moved slightly to wrap his arms around Satoshi and now they were a bundle of limbs tangled together. Sho laughed inwardly. They now had a king size bed but they were occupying such a little space. Sho always chose to stay close to Satoshi and he knew it was the same for Satoshi too.
He kissed Satoshi’s head gently. Satoshi grumbled something incoherently as he moved a little back to see Sho’s face. He blinked a few times, clearly having a hard time to keep his eyes open. “Day-off,” he mumbled before letting his head fall again as he pressed himself closer to Sho.
Sho chuckled. “I know but it’s 10 a.m.,” he said signaling the plans he built up for their day-off. He had decided everything, planning a perfect day for them. It was the second year of Satoshi turning into a human and Sho was grateful to this day every single second of his life. Sho still remembered that day vividly. It was the worst and best day of his life. There was no way he could forget the day when he witnessed Satoshi’s death and he was determined to make this day as unforgettable as that day, in a good meaning.
Satoshi hummed but Sho knew he was already fast asleep. He chuckled, deciding he could let the other sleep a bit more and he slipped out of the bed carefully. Once he was on feet, he tugged the covers around Satoshi, who sighed contently. Sho made his way to the downstairs, where their new kitchen was.
After Satoshi became human, they lived in Sho’s house for a while but as soon as Sho managed to put things in order with his company, they moved into another house. Now they were living a bit bigger but still small house which had two floors and a bit of backyard. Satoshi was currently growing enviably beautiful flowers. The ones Sho loves the most is those tiny blue flowers which had so much meaning behind it.
Their kitchen had a small window in front of the kitchen sink where they could see the beautiful backyard. Sho looked at the counter only to saw a bunch of red roses in a vase. He smiled. Apparently, Satoshi remembered the day as well. He must have collected them when Sho was still asleep. He admired the healthy red roses, which bathed with the sunlight illuminating them through the kitchen window for a moment before walking towards them to count.
Once Satoshi told him that a flower’s meaning isn’t just specific to its color and type alone, but also, depending on the number of flowers. He counted twelve roses, and he couldn’t help but blush. Satoshi may be a man with few words mostly but he had such an endearing way to declare his love towards Sho.
Sho bent down a little to inhale the scent of the roses deeply before he turned back to their bedroom. He slid under the covers not really caring about waking Satoshi up on this point, he started to kiss every part of him until he squirmed and woke up.
Satoshi didn’t ask anything as he simply adjusted himself to Sho’s kisses. He wrapped an arm to his waist pulling him towards himself and answering his kisses as passionate as Sho. He loved how Satoshi always know what he’s thinking and he felt like he was falling for Satoshi more every second of his life.
“Aren’t I already yours?” Sho mumbled to Satoshi’s lips.
Satoshi hummed, tightening his arms around Sho, he smiled. “You are.”
“Of course,” Sho planted another kiss to Satoshi’s lips.
Satoshi deepened the kiss, slowly caressing Sho’s body. It was a nice, slow but very passionate kiss. They only parted when they needed to store some air in their lungs. Satoshi caressed Sho’s puffy and red lower lip with his thumb gently. He looked deeply into Sho’s eyes. Most of the people would see mutual love in their beloved one’s eyes but for Satoshi, he was looking at the most precious miracle of the world. “Be mine always,” he mumbled looking deeply into Sho’s eyes.
“Be mine always,” Sho answered, letting himself melt into the moment's sweetness. They kissed over and over again, and Sho decided that all those plans he made for his day-off didn’t matter at all. “Let’s stay in the bed for some more,” Sho said in between the kisses. “Everything can wait.” He wanted that day to be perfect, but it already was when Sho woke up next to Satoshi.
Satoshi smiled, eyes sparkling with happiness. He wrapped himself around Sho and he was determined not to let this happiness go.
For Sho, happiness meant having Satoshi beside him.
For Satoshi, happiness meant having Sho beside him.
And both of them wouldn’t change this to an eternity.
A/N: So guys! It's finally over!!!!! God, I'm so satisfied for finally finishing this. I hope it's fluffy enough after all those angst :D But I am personally very satisfied with the ending itself („ಡωಡ„)
So, the epilogue doesn't have any Matsumiya in it, and that's exactly because I decided to write another story about them. Because why not? I love Matsumiya.
As for the flower language trivia; the general meanings that I used, the meanings of the counts of roses, a Japanese site
So giving someone the 12 roses: it is said that twelve have a special meaning in particular. Each rose of 12 has a meaning of "affection, passion, appreciation, hope, happiness, eternity, respect, effort, glory, honesty, trust, truth" and sending it to those who you love means "Be mine. = Please stay by my side (according to last Japanese site)
Isn't this romantic?! (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) I feel so cheesy but well... haha
Lastly and the most importantly my dearest readers whom always read and left a comment to this fic even though I was probably the worst person about updating it regularly, you all deserved a big THANK YOU! I wouldn't be able to finish this otherwise *hugs*
Hopefully, see you on another journey!
Lots of love
Yukina~
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Date: 2018-09-02 05:39 pm (UTC)Yes! haha my matsumiya heart is always weak for them, I can't help it >/////<
Thank you for reading it Bon! Your comments are always so precious to have <3